deciduous

2010-03-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

BYE!

2010-02-28T22:19:00.003+08:00

A very hectic week.
Firstly, EXAMSS....
One word : Disaster.
Shall not elaborate more.

Lets move on to the more exciting days
The day of last paper went watch the first movie.
Can you believe it the first after 8months!
Simple outing but of course still fun as always.

One day after exams accompanied parents giving sis's wedding cards to people.
I salute postmans now because now I know how tough their jobs is.
"Postman adalah salah satu orang yang paling amanah di dunia ini"
Don't you agree to that sentence?
Plus visiting the makciks/pakciks makes me appreciate them. Visiting them actually do make me really happy actually.

Two days after exams went ecp with wols.
Cycled from ECP to Changi and back to ECP was AMAZING.
Can't believe we succeeded. Seeing Dila's excited face when we entering the super long path was priceless. Seeing people happy makes me happy too.
Thank you so much for riding with me.
Sorry if I slack at some point and maybe day dreaming because of you know I know. Heeee
By the end of the day, our legs were like jelly, butt cramp and we were as sticky as glue but everything was all worth it.

Three days after exams went out with Assemblage. They are just crazy bunch of people. I like seeing Suhaimi flying the kite. He was like silat-ing/menari-ing while flying the kite.
Their energy level were always full blast.
They sang, they dance and even had a piggy back race. OMG! i know!!!

Although I do not have a 7weeks break as usual I still had a blast during my 3days of holiday.
Thank you all for everything:)))

BUT..... at the end of the day there are a few sad things/obstacles for the future.
1) I was excited for Ipin(basically any guy I know) going for NS. But now that I know that he is booking in tomorrow it makes me feel sad for Ipin&Nyra.(plus Farhan is going in a few months time too=more sadness) Seeing them together just now somehow I can sense how they actually feel inside. I'll pray for you guys that you will stay strong. To Ipin, Have fun and enjoy man:)

2) The fact that I will be starting my attachment tomorrow I realised that I can't meet my bestfriends was lesser than before. Usually we can at least meet once a week to go school together but now I will on my own:'(
I will you girls!!!!!

3) Can't meet my Dango Clan too:(((
I have no idea how am I going to survive without both Wols and Dango Clan. No more disturbing bulats, no more kpop stuff (I do learn some stuff ok), no more zubieee, no more 2PM and Junsu(ok this one maybe positive. hehe)

4) Lesser tarian session. SInce I end at 6 so by the time I reach school will be 7+ which is quite pathetic cos by the time they learn tons of stuff already since Cikgu is as fast as a bullet train.

4) No more N. No more me being irritating to N.(Maybe you should be happy for this.Hah) No more anytime can meet in school session with N.

Basically Ika - (N+Wols+Dango clan+tarian girls+other people) = Ika + depress life.
On a brighter side I have AISHAH!!!!! My wonderful wonderful partner!!!

2010-02-12T22:27:00.002+08:00

Today started off with a stressful and berserabut mind.
BIF = Disaster.
Meetup with supervisor = VERY intimidating + i feel so dumb.
Internship Meeting = Not motivating.

After school hanged out awhile with N, I, N, S, F
Ohh it can actually be FINNS.
Ok no link.
They're a bunch of crazy people.
Totally made my day waaaayyyyy better.

Looking forward to meet more crazy people.
Crazy people = Fun Fun and more Fun.
I'm just trying to think positive since I know that i won't have an exciting life in yr3.

2010-02-06T10:41:00.002+08:00

Mini shopping session today.

We LOVE our babies!!

Sephora is LOVED by US.

2010-01-30T15:08:00.002+08:00

I kinda freaked out when I woke up this morning.
I dreamt about some weird stuff.
Random people popping in the dream
eg. Parents, Nirah, Ipin. Noh was suppose to be in it too but I woke up before he entered the dream. SHISH!
Super long but didn't make sense dream.
Hotels with parents.. suddenly in Nirah's room...
Nirah said I'm the host for the show. I'm the one who had to give medals to the competitors which are Ipin, Noh and some other people like Idon'tknowwho.
I was freaking nervous waiting for the (i think) runners to come finish their race.
The thingy was held in a ball room but the event was about some sport stuff. No link !!!

And there's more to it which i sort of remember.
Nonsense right.
I know!!
A very tak perlu entry......

2010-01-19T23:10:00.004+08:00

Last official outing before exams...zzzzzzzz...

I will miss these crazy bunch of people.
When will out next outing be?
I have no idea.
All of us are busy with school.
Best or best?

I have no idea how am I going to survive the whole of my 3rd year without a single break. I can already feel like stress. As of now I only can see them about less than 1 hour per week in the bus. Soon I don't think I can even see then 1min in a week.
I hate growing up.

You see the 2 boys here in the pic?
They are gays who each has a girlfriend.
So they are bisexual? HAHAHAHAHAH (I pity their girlfriends)
Somehow in a way they can't live without each other.
They will always ask if the other one will be present in EVERY occasion.
Even the girls and I are not like them.
But on a second thought it's good that they can get along well with each other.

2010-01-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

Aishah and I get internship linked FYP on Proteins etc etc .
I don't even know what exactly our project is about and where will we be doing our project.
I'm excited + nervous + stress . Basically all mixed up.
I still wish we're doing FYP instead of attachment though.

I heard Dinamis will be somewhere at the end of the year which will during my FYP semester. URGH! I have no idea how am I going to stuff everything in my schedule since training for Dinamis will be hardcore, definitely!
On a brighter side, I'm really hoping that AGM will come real soon. Hopefully I still can perform although I will be having my attachment during that time. Can't wait to show what Xpdtari has in store for everyone. I shall not leak out any of our secrets and surprises :)

I'm starting to adapt to the new environment. He is actually pretty good you know though his steps are different, tougher and faster. Much much faster indeed. I hope you will make a difference for us. I still miss the old one. No matter what you are still the best.

2010-01-11T21:37:00.003+08:00

First performance of 2010.
Simple but all of us had lots of fun.
Looking forward to more performance soon.

Next up:

AGM
DINAMIS!!!
CCA fiesta
etc etc

I foresee tight schedule..zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. Plus the fact that I am going to have my FYP/attachment real soon = EXTREMELY tight schedule. Sobs.
Go Ika Go!!!

2010-01-07T22:06:00.003+08:00

I am officially froke.
Why did I shop Alot today?
I am NOT suppose to spend except for thick falsies.
But in the end.......
THANKS FIZA!!!!

Ok partly my fault since I can't control my nafsu.
Shish!
ohh well....i still LOVE the stuff i bought anyway.
*mentel face:)

2010-01-02T22:11:00.004+08:00

We were bored. So decided to show our artistic skills.

Blusher so tebal. Tak nak kalah.

My nose is super big eh. thanks!

Sesungguhnya muscle tak perlu eh. Haha

2009-12-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

Moral of the story is:
I LOVE my best friends no matter what.
They have their imperfections and they may do some mistakes at times.
We are all different in every way.
But no matter what they are still the best of the best.
Shall elaborate more soon...........................

2009-12-29T13:50:00.002+08:00

Finally I get to meet up with my bestfriends.
As usual obviously I had a great time.
We always have mini arguments and bickering here and there but that makes us closer.
And i just realised it's always 2 vs 2. 2 will agree and 2 wil disagree with something. Fair and square.

OH! It's so cute seeing fiza stressing out over:
1. The emo/love songs in pizza hut
2. Lenny's phone kept ringing instead of hers
She kept checking her phone often to see if she receive a message from Mr Farhan.
When finally her phone rang. She jumped for joy. Can really see how her face changed from gloomy to suddenly lively and happy and excited.
I'm really happy too just by seeing my girls happy.

So I guess you must be like that too uh?
Your message from sad worried etc to happy giler to the max.
Like dila said "Macam gini lupanya orang bercinta"
I guess that's how it is(:

2009-12-26T21:39:00.003+08:00

It's 9.51pm now. I still have to wait for 2hours 9minutes before I can open this thing. I can't wait to read whats on the inside.
Why must you you this to me???
EVIL!!

Ika...Please remember that bersabar adalah separuh daripada iman.
So just sit down quietly and wait.

2009-12-24T01:02:00.002+08:00

Selamat Pengantin Baru kepada Abang Ratno & Kak Jerine!!
I've got a new kakak sedare who is a Chinese.

The wedding season is coming soon.
Today : Abang Ratno.
2010
January : Kak Manja (Maternal)
March : My Sister
June : Abang Roy (Maternal)
July/Aug??? : Abang Ipin (Paternal)

Who else??? hmmmm

2009-12-18T22:31:00.003+08:00

Look at the leaves below.
There are heart shape. :)

Happy 20th Birthday to this birthday Boy.ohh my there's "2" in front of your age now=old. haha
Wonderful day huh?

And in a few days time it will be zubi zubi zub zub's birthday!!!
So I'm wishing you super advance 20th birthday since I won't be in Singapore on that day.

I am going to miss my Dango clan. 2 weeks... 2 freaking weeks = zu and I cannot bully bulats.heheeh
As soon as I'm back I need to catch up with my Bestfriends and my President of Bendera Tempe! I realised I miss many people.

Lastly, I can't believe I talked to her. Cool or what (ok plus a whole lot of nervous-ness). I'm still in a state of shocked now. Haha.

2009-12-10T22:57:00.002+08:00

Mum just can't believe how in the world dad knows about all these artists.
For instance Lady Gaga. As we were listening to one of Lady Gaga's song in the radio dad suddenly said
" Ni lady Gaga kan. Dia selalu pakai sexy. Ada satu kali tu papa tengok dia pakai satu kasut purple ni shape dia mcm (trying his best to describe the shoe though no one could undestand) pelik gitu. Pakaian dia suma lain dari lain. Tak de orang lain pakai macam dia."

Can you believe it people! My dad, a 55 year old man talking about Lady Gaga so confidently. I asked where he saw all these stuff ? MTV? and he said yes... -.-
4hours after that when i suddenly sang some Lady Gaga song my mum said "macam mane la papa kau ni boleh tau ni suma" yes people after 4hrs my mum just can't believe it. "Dia kan malam-malam tengok tv. Agaknya dari situ dia tau"

oh yea last time he like the song 'clumsy' from fergie. Everytime it in the radio he will be like "B, ni yg lagu yg papa suka tu kan" (NO COMMENTS)

Whatever it is that is my dad. He can be unpredictable at times.

2009-11-25T14:26:00.002+08:00

You know sometimes by the person's name you can sense/predict if the person is good looking or not so good looking etc. One of my classmate says that when he first heard Ika he thought Ika will be an ugly person. He also thought that Ika is a guy. OMG!!!
Am i ugly???
Oh yea and another classmate say "no she's ok what especially because of her chin. But she's a bit short"
I know i'm short!!!
I probably the only one among my siblings who got the short genes probably from my grandfather.
Oh ya...Gordon said that I stole his nickname "kecik" when he saw in in fb.
No Gordon i didn't steal it. Go ask my wonderful girlfriends not to call me kecik anymore ok???
Kecil kecil cili padi ok!!

2009-11-20T18:05:00.002+08:00

This is what happened when boredom strikes + stress + sleepy

This is how I look like with mustache that had not been shaved for 124794days.

Mustache not shaved for 124794-2372days

I was abused while I was in IMH so I r an away.

Retard girl1 just came back from IMH

Retard girl2

Still retard girl2 :the menjengsss

I see youuuu

So what is the moral of the story?
Ika is BIOL!

2009-11-19T18:37:00.002+08:00

I'm in a stress mode now.
Got to know that there are people who had already submitted their FYP topics.
Someone please please please tell me it's not first come first serve basis.
I still not sure if i want non-link or linked projects.
1 semester of project or 2 semester of project?
Suffer 1 semester or my whole year 3?

I think MBIO & BMS are the first 2 courses in NP to start on our FYP stuff. And we are still in year 2. Let me repeat year 2. So kanchiong right?

Oh yea and another thing. Which elective should I choose?
Bioentrepreneurship?
Biopharmaceutical?
Forensic science?

I want Biopharm but Aishah wants Forensic?
HOW HOW HOW?

Someone help! Pleaseeee
I am so stress. Plus, the fact that I am a fickle minded person makes it worse.

2009-11-18T14:46:00.003+08:00

Had last training session for the term.
Like finally I actually get the ragam.
He is not that bad after all. Fast and new styles of movement.
But i still miss Cikgu A though:(
January will be the next training. Can u imagine how rigid I will be by then. Plus, I am sure that I will forget everything.OOPS!
He said that he is going to show his tanduk and give us hell after our break.ohh nooo!!!
But one thing I know I'm good at is bentuk badan:)
"Cuba awak buat bentuk mcm ika. Rendah lagi Rendah! Ika, saya tau awak boleh rendah lagi. Rendah macam tengah duduk"
yes people can u imagine u have to bend your knees and ensure your body is straight all the way. So pain ok!
But I still love whatever i'm doing now.Shall enjoy every moment of it since I can already predict that I am not going to be as active in year 3. hee

Construction people, can you please do me a favour? Can you do your work softer please. The sounds that you are producing is giving me a major migraine.

Oh! I have a new hobby.
That is to squeeze my special stress ball:))

2009-11-15T16:31:00.003+08:00

Amazing Race was fun and tiring.
All the running, semangatness and then slacking and walking all the way was actually not that bad after all.
"Out aim is not to win but not to be the last. To be exact we want to get 2nd last"
I realised we did came 2nd from the last. hahahah
I enjoy the company.
We talked, gossip, tell super lame jokes. So lame till we can laugh like crazy as if its a very good joke cos were too bored.
Johan please send me the pictures. I want to see our selenge faces with the foreigners.

Watched paranormal activity with mum sis n soon to be bro-in-law later that night.
I slept every second whenever I had the opportunity on the way while waiting for abg shahril to pick us up and in the car. Perangai buruk but I was just very tired.
I think I didn't sleep last night since this morning i'm still tired.
I kept waking up almost ever hour and then freaked out. HAHA!
Hopefully i will have sweet dreams tonight.Praying hard...

2009-11-12T16:23:00.004+08:00

Went to RP today.
It was actually fun.
Jia Wei kept criticising the people fashion sense.Like omg! He just can't survive there. Haha.
So we're done with RP stuffs. Next stop SP? NYP? TP?

I realised that many of the students there packed their lunch instead of eating in the the canteen. My friend told me that he do that so that he can continue prepare for the presentation plus eat his lunch. They are not allowed to eat in the class and if they are caught, they will be fined $50 ON THE SPOT. So there are tables somewhere outside the class for them to discuss + eat at the same time. So my dear NP-ians can you imagine if you can't eat during lectures/tutorial. I think everyone will just die. haha
Aly also told us that you will be fine $500 if you step on the grass or touch the pebbles. Same goes with TP. Speaking of grass, i realised NP do not have many grass patches. Right?

Ohh and I still can't believe that they do not have a building for each specific school and the science student don't use the labs often. How can that be???????? We go to lab like EVERYDAY! In a way. I mean we have lab for every module except for modules like BIF, IT, IS etc. Still a bit confuse with how their system works.

2009-11-08T21:20:00.002+08:00

Since 18 years of my life I'm always to blame for certain things just because I'm the youngest in the family.
It's really unfair. I may be the youngest but that doesn't mean that I am the only one that have to respect everyone. What is wrong for the older to respect the younger?
Today I realised that you still love me no matter what. For the first time you apologised. It kinda hurt thinking back what I've done to you. I should have understand your situation.

I have no idea why I'm being very emotional and sensitive for the past week. And no..I am not pms-ing therefore there should be no reason for me to react in this manner. Maybe I should go for some therapy.What do you think?

p.s I'm sorry. I love you too.

2009-11-06T12:28:00.001+08:00

Do Not Expect Too Much, Just Hope For The Best.

Maybe she was just expecting too much. ohh well....

2009-10-29T21:02:00.003+08:00

I saved 3 lives today.
As of now I saved 9 lives.
Must not forget that left hand is my donating hand.
Pity Zu and Hid. After 132618238mins of waiting end up they can't donate cos of small veins in both hands:(
So me and alyssa continued....

Alyssa took pink(i think)
and i took GREEN.

The Dinosaurs are so cute.
Actually I wanted pink cos it just attracts me.
But then i realised that i neglected green now a days because of pink. Somehow i have many pink things. There was even one day that i wore pink tshirt, pink bangles, my pencil case is pink, my bottle is pink and i was writing with a pink pen.
Very PINK!
I'm sorry green. I shall pay attention to you more ok? You are still my No1 colour.

My hand still bleed when I open the bandage:(
It still kinda hurts.
I bet there will be a bruise tomorrow. grrrr.

2009-10-25T17:50:00.002+08:00

First week of school was ....hmmm... okay?
Nothing much. Same old school stuff. Except for the calculations part. One thing for sure Bchem will be a very interesting prac compared to the rest because of the teacher. He is just so cute. Reminds me of IPC. HEHE!

Friday went watch SSP . It's nice. In fact anything to do with pementasan is LOVED!
Memory of the day was when my shoe stuck in the drain while chasing for dad's car.
Itu la saat keselengean ku terselah.
So ape lagi buat la muka tebal eh:)
no one saw except parents and one extra person.

Next up, RP.
ohh and i still can't believe that RP has a GAMELAN group!!
Me: ibu, kat RP ada Gamelan tau. tak fair.
Ibu: eh? bagusnye.Gi la masuk.
Papa: itu bagus tu. Very jawa. Gi la blaja lepas tu leh gi Jawa main
Me: *ok jauh nye die fikir samapi ke jawa.
memang ika nak tapi NP tak de (dengan muka yg sungguh sedih untuk meminta simpati + minta kene smack)
Ibu:ohh..NP takde? gi la blaja kay CC.

I realised anything new that i wanna learn my mum will ask me to learn at CC.
First silat, now this.
Me and fiza also wanna learn Salsa. the only place i can think of is CC. Haha.
I wanna join a malay dance group. The practice also in CC.
My muka muka ape? Muka CC agaknya.

Saturday. Was interesting. I'm the odd one out.
Ohh yea..Ahmad so the semangat when playing the big drum thingy (don't know what its called). Fuuh!
3 boys one girl.1 Singer, 2 guitarist. and 1 err backup dancer? haha! ok diam.

i miss dancing.
i miss cikgu.
i want to join that dance group.
should i or should i not?

and to azlin: hope ur dad get well soon....*hugsss

2009-10-20T22:59:00.004+08:00

Some Pictures.

Do you see what I see?

Alternate.

Greennnnn.

Big pinky vs small pinky.

Small & dark thumb VS Big & fair thumb.

Bye.

2009-10-19T21:31:00.003+08:00

First day of school was exhausting both physically and mentally.
Physically because the weather was very sunny+hot. Me and zu was perspiring buckets of sweat. We even went to somewhere secret to get free aircon.heee
Mentally because all the modules are disgusting. Had BCHEM, INAC and MOBIO lecture.
Tons of calculation and DNA stuff make me and zu almost puke just by looking at the notes.

After school was awesome-ness.
Went to another secret place:)
Walk walk..Take tons of pics..sit down see sunset..relax.. the breeze was just so relaxing that I almost slept.
Simple and short day but very memorable and enjoyable.
Send me the pictures fast pleaseeeeeee.

2009-10-18T22:57:00.003+08:00

School starting tomorrow.
In 8hrs time I will have to wake up to get ready for sch. In 10hrs time I will be in LT77. Back to "no life" life.
Same routine everyday. Wake up, bath, go sch, go home, bath, sleep. Plus study in between.

As usual miss tarian. 2 months of not dancing now my body is as kaku as a papan. Till now I still don't know if we're changing instructor. Hopefully not.

What did I do for the past 7weeks?
Eat, Sleep, TV, Laptop, Go out.
Exercise?? nahhhh.. opps!
ok kakak Tues we play badminton ok?
dari sehari ke sehari cakap je tapi buat tidak.

Am i ready for school?
Obviously NOT!!! DUH!
the fact that i have 2 hours of lonelyness every tues before tarian is so depressing.
if only our timetables were similar.

p.s i miss you

2009-10-14T21:49:00.002+08:00

Monday
Had Post Cameron Picnic with the LSCT peeps.
Main people who came were the yr2s MBIO and Pharm.
The yr 3s must all be busy with their FYP stuffs. pfft! I am so not prepared for yr3.
Basically it was funnnnn despite the rain and lecak here and there... and Dr Gordon Lim is one enthu lecturer. I LIKE!
He's just so cute .

Tuesday
Supposed to go buy jeans with gfs but i was sick.
When i woke up my mucus and phlegm was yellowish-green. EWWW .
When to the doc. FIRST TIME ALONE!
ok jakons . yes i know.

Wednesday.
Initial plan was to go Buangkok but the weather wasn't on our side. The Masjid (which i have forgotten the name AGAIN) was just so nice in the middle of no where. ahhhhh so peaceful.
so went to our secret place:)
Simple but memorable day.
mawar biru:)))

2009-10-05T11:43:00.003+08:00

One word for my weekends
AWESOME!

Saturday raya with ccksians.
Lots of drama at first but in the end it was fun fun fun.
My girls we so crazy.(i'm not)
Jakons all want to rush for camera. HAH!
sungguh tidak sopan dan tidak senonoh.
but ohh well...thats us..
Always crazy!!

Sunday raya with some other friends.
95% Jurong people to be exact. Im the odd one out :(
Another fun and crazy bunch.
This time I tone down.
Someone kept stressing me by asking tons of question.
I know all of u are curious. But I just can't answer some of them.
Ask the guy pleaseeee. heh!
Nice knowing all of you!!!!!!!

I envy them.
If only we can be as close too.
5years and counting....still no sign of success.

Next is outing with my girls and my girls's girls.
ok i dont know..basically GIRLS....
EXCITEDDDDDDD :)))))))))))))))))))))))))

p.s. seeing guys pray together makes my heart melt!

2009-10-02T23:58:00.004+08:00

Cameron was superb.
Great company.
Love the trekking
Nice scenery and weather.
Ohh not forgetting 24/7 gossip sessions.

and here's the bruise that i get on my thigh while trekking.

and i've got a little surprise when I reach Singapore.
Thank you so much. But as usual..ika and her cranky-ness.. pfft.

Im excited!!
Raya with ccksians tomorrow.
Whats more important is to meet up with.........

Miss them terribly.
I need a group hug tomorrow!
Sayanggggggg korang!!!!

2009-09-26T22:04:00.003+08:00

Someone has been pestering me to update my blog.
I'm just freaking lazy.
BUT.... ohh well.
So its been a week since raya. Nothing new. Overall it was alright.

2 more days Abang going camp for 2weeks = TV is all mine.
On the same day Hello Cameron.
I miss my Dango Clan, Gordon, Johan, Wei Hao and all the other people.
See all of u on Mon with all your muka ngantoks.

Another person is in Perak now.
I wonder how it feels like if my family were to Raya in Datuk's kampung in Perak.

Priority Plans after Cameron:
Raya with some people. You know I know.
Raya with my beautiful ladies. Raya with the dancers.
Raya with mcc family???
Outs + photo taking session with a person.
Outs + photo taking session + gossip sessions + Shoppingss with my beautiful ladies.
As for the makcik I think I will have to wait after her Alevels.

2009-08-16T09:58:00.003+08:00

My blog is dead.
I do have many things to blog about but i'm either just too busy or too lazy.
My life was hectic for the past 3 weeks.
From going home at about 11pm almost everyday, rehearsal, practices all for Hyrul Anuar.
To Rentak Singapura and all the other stuff which im just too lazy to mention.

As for the Hyrul show. It was a success. Had so much fun although i kept running around here and there with my full costume.

Rentak Singapura.....hmmmm...It was full of DRAMA ( the journey to and fro)
i kinda spoil it. As usual ika and her random perangai.
One minute she's ok and the next she's crazy. And then she regret.
Sorry boy!

And now exams coming. I'm still not prepared even 1%.
Screwed up both practical test.
shish!

"She kept dreaming about IT. As she was just about to receive IT, she ruin IT"

Will be back after exams:)

i miss bitching with my Makcik and Girlfriends

2009-08-03T15:18:00.000+08:00

I wonder when will she stop hurting the people around her.

2009-07-31T18:17:00.001+08:00

Busy schedule from tomorrow till next sun.

Tomorrow: out with the ladies.
Sunday: Training at Tepac
Monday: Meeting & Training
Tuesday: Training
Wednesday: Meeting and i think training too
Thursday: Rehearsal with Khairul people. Brief and show all usher their places
Friday: Khairul Anuar event itself
Saturday: Rentak Singapura
Sunday: Abg Acit's open house.

Not forgetting I have school before all the stuff that i have to do later in the evening everyday.
A very hectic week. TIREDDDD

2009-07-19T23:51:00.002+08:00

Super pissed right now.
Firstly Susan said presentation Wk15 but then she changed her mind and said wk14.
Best ar.

Secondly I planned to research this weekend but i can't as i was busy with family stuffs so i asked for my dear group mates help.
She confident say she will help me but last min the whole group pissed because she did not send her work.
Morning msg said she will send it.
At night msg msg didn't reply. We call she OFF her phone.
*&$$#%$#@#$%^*

Sape yang busy skarang ni.
I'm the one busy with many family stuff to settle but i'm the one who send my work first.
I did not have the time not because i purposely but because someone just passed away
And if you can't help TELL me.
I won't mind cos at least the group know.
Don't just MIA.

In the end did u help in my part?
obviously NOOO...
Thanks eh.
Such a wonderful group mate.
Berbual mcm kel..
If can say can. I cannot say cannot.

First week of school i felt tortured to do lab with u alone since the other 2 LOA and now this??
Sungguh mencabar kesabaran ku.
I DO NOT want to work with her anymore.
and i bet other people don't want too.

2009-07-10T20:04:00.005+08:00

First topic for today is NOBITRON.
Nobitron is a new found superhero. (fusion of Nobita and Doraemon)
Nobitron is a Short, Sepet and Big superhero.
and he plans to be bigger. PLEASE DON'T
His power is his arm strength and teeth.
Big arm: able to carry heavy things.
Teeth: likes to bite people
Well to be exact he likes to threaten people by saying that he will bite them.
He is short but he is strong.
Bak pepatah melayu "kecil-kecil cili padi".
Every superhero have their weakness.
For now his weakness is height.
Height : He can't beat most other young superheros by their height.
Ok i've got a feeling that Nobitron's gonna beat me up pretty soon...heheheheh

Learn lesson this week.
I should nag and talk lesser.
Sometimes i find myself talking non-stop telling a lot of stories that maybe some of them are tak perlu.
I bet 50% of what i said does not register in that persons mind.
I realised that i will talk a lot to people i'm close and comfortable .
So consider yourself lucky (or should i say unlucky) if i talk a lot cos that shows im comfortable to be with you.

2009-07-09T19:47:00.000+08:00

This is what happen when u put 3 bored and tak betol girls together in a lecture theater.

DAN: Playing solitaire in my hp.
ZU: Trying to pay attention tak menjadi.
IKA: Distracted with Hid and her camera.

Theme for today is "IM WELL STICKERS"
As you all know being a responsible student, i check my temperature twice daily without fail to ensure that IM WELL!
Basically getting i'm well stickers just make me happy.
I know i'm 18.
I just can't help it.

People have rosy cheeks i have "'i'm well" cheeks.
Rosy = healthy
I'm well = certified healthy

My lips are healthy too.
It must be the lip gloss/balm that i wear everyday.
More reasons to buy more lip products. heheheh

And lastly our eyes.
Poor vision = healthy eyes.
NOT!!!

2009-07-03T19:55:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to blog.
But my fingers are just gatal.
Today friday.
Normal boring Immuno lecture and quite sleepy CCTA lecture.
Break ate at Alumni with dango clan and the gay couple.
Went SIM as zu wanted to withdraw money (not draw) .
And me being excited i forced them to take afternoon temp at SIM and when we headed back to NP i forced them again to take afternoon temp at NP.
ok i know i very semangat.
i just gt excited now a days when taking temperature because of the sticker.
Yes i know. ika is very childish.
18 years old but still like 8yrs old.
1pm head to LT51c to listen to premarital sex talk.
ok don't ask me why we decided to go. Maybe because we just want to find something to kill time.
And lastly, Aqua lab. Very interesting.
Everyone was feeling syiok sendiri jadi Doctor.
We did post mortem
Yes...people post mortem but we did it on a fish. shish!
To be exact seabass.
The whole lab smells so fishy.
Fish Fish Fish. I Love Fish.
ok da BYE!

2009-07-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

I LOVE Japanese class.
Its just so fun.
Egawa Tomoko is funny and kawaii.
First impression of her " eh muka dia garang seh. seram"
But turns out she's a happy-go-lucky person.
I just can't stop smiling or laughing throughout the lesson.

I'm still a bit lost at some moments.
Overall 'm getting use to the sound and writing of the language.
Need more practice of course.
Only 6 weeks to cramp EVERYTHING inside.
Ganbatte ika-san!

Thats all for now.
Excited for next week's class.
Mata raishuu Tomoko-san!

jya ne!

2009-06-27T14:13:00.002+08:00

Pinnacle was great.
Actually my task was very easy but somehow I do enjoy the whole experience.
Checkpoint5 was the killer checkpoint.
Racers have to make the letter M using 4 puzzle pieces.
It may seem easy but those really had a hard time doing it.
90% of the people need clues.

There's this one guy who was really violent.
He was the first few to arrive.
He got frustrated and start cursing and even threw his specs that landed about 5metres away.
He was really scary.

There are 2 types of racers:
1. People who come to WIN the race,so at some point there will be stress as they want to be the first and therefore they will start to be violent.
2. People who come to ENJOY the race.
Obviously that guy is the first type.

After everything ends, walked to atrium and saw one of the pair that i helped earlier.
He asked me to come over and we started having small talk (ok remind me of business etiquette.. hehe)

Guy1 : (Asked me some stuff. lalalalala.) ..... U what course?
Me : Biotech.
Guy1 : (pointing his finger towards me to his friend dengan penuh semangat berkobar-kobar) eh eh eh .... biotech ar biotech.
Meanwhile im in a blurr mode while thinking so whats wrong with me being in biotech?
Guy2 : (stands up) ehhhhhhh..i know u... ya i recognise u...
Me: (more blur. trying to search in my memory card where i may seen him before. is he from ccks or schooling at bp area? does he stay at cck/bp area? nothing came up though he do look familiar.
Guy2: (walked towards me) Ur soon to be bro-in-law is from BBDC right?
Me : (stone for 3 sec...thinking) ahh..yaaa. how u know?
Guy2: cos i learnt driving and he my instructor.
Me : ohhh. so ape kene mengenek me n driving?
Guy2 : tak la when driving we like talk2.
Me : ohhh... but then how u can recognise me?
Guy2 : ohh cos he showed me ur picture.
Me : WHAT?! (seriously i don't know where he get my pic from. i don't think i take any pics with him before)
Me: ok this is really freaky.
Guy2: and ya tell him the guy from np da pass his driving.

and so yah..thats the funny freaky weird tiny bit awkward moment for the day.

i also want to learn driving la. but no time.
If only in one day theres more than 24 hrs.

2009-06-25T19:58:00.000+08:00

Performance at Ngee Ann City was fun.
I was the manager, mak andam and video/photographer yangg tidak bertauliah for the night.
Well done girls.

Shiny dot on nose.

Jump shot yg tak menjadi except for Aishah

In the bus

Tarian girls Do Not have to be sopan at ALL times.
We can be crazy too.

2009-06-24T14:00:00.005+08:00

Some pictures.
Fly kite. run here there.
Super hot weather.

Feeling-feeling girl band.NOT!

Fiza.

Ika.

Dila.

Lenny.

Posing like idon'twanttomention. clue:cross leg,head tilt

Putri lilins

2009-06-22T10:55:00.003+08:00

Second week of holiday.
Still as busy.

MON : out with the ladies
TUES : Pinnacle meeting
WED : performance at Ngee Ann City. I thought i can relax since im not performing BUT i have to come take ppls attendance. Secretary must ikut cakap boss.
THURS : Out with F.
FRI : Morning meeting. If meeting end early must do crayfish stuff and after that meet the ladies. OMG!!!!
SAT: Pinnacle itself.
And holidays will end just like that.

i realised that theres no space for Dango Clan and other friends of mine.
So must for us planning this and that but in the end as usual our schedule always clash.
Two weeks of break certainly not enough.

And also we have not start on our project.
Slack or what.
chiong like crazy when school reopen i guess.. hehe.

2009-06-12T21:36:00.002+08:00

Everything is over.
Both common test and another thing.
good timing.

Common test was a disaster i must say.
Because i just didn't study hard enough.
Padan muka.
especially immuno... high chance fail.
but ohh well....its the holidays now.
so we must make full use of it.
Since when school starts I will be back to my 'no life' life.

As for another thing.
yea....its over too.
good timing eh?
just nice after common test.
I really truly did not regret anything.
I still wish it will be longer but ohh well... things happen.

So ika. This is life.
Life is Unfair.
There are many dugaan.
Bak pepatah melayu 'Ada hikmah disebaliknya'.
(ceh ceh....so melayu.cikgu fazilah will be proud of me..hahaha)
So don't complain so much.
Like what happened to symphonic nightmare and kita-kita.(zaman-zaman kekentalan to the max)
If that did'nt happen i don't think our relationship will be as strong as glue gajah right now.

So yea.
I LOVE the people around me no matter what!

2009-06-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

The number for today is TWO!
2 two dua.
heh!

2009-06-07T17:54:00.003+08:00

i can't stand stupid irritating people.
Not just stupid but bodoh sombong people.
I hate people who likes to ruin other peoples life.

Give up la you jerk.
She's got another man.
So what if she knows you longer than her man.
The main point is the man is HERS.
So just get out of her life if u plan to ruin it.
Stop asking her to break with her man. Stop saying that they won't last.
Basically just shut up!

Siapa yang "dahagakan cinta sekarang"?
The girl or you?
Stop being so desperate.
And stop denying that you're not one desperate BOY.
If you're not despo, then why did u asked her "u takda kwn2 pompan yang boleh recommend i?"
WTH.... tak de sesiapa pun yang ingin recommend you to anyone.
It's so not worth it.

And yes it's true that last time she had low self confidence saying no one would be attracted to her lallalala... TAPI itu DULU!!
like hello?????? people do go grow up and of course there might be some changes here and there.
same as if you go to school. tak kan from 7 years old to 20 years old still learning Pri1 stuff right?

Tak laku buat hal tak laku la.
Since you denied that you're not laku then why are you still disturbing the same girl for like abt 1yr??
And that's what you say playing and joking?
HELLO?????
Orang bodoh je yang buat bende-bende yang tak berfaedah dan membuangkan masa for a long time.
So please GET OUT OF HER LIFE!

2009-06-01T21:32:00.003+08:00

I have a lot of things to say.
But i'm just flooding the whole house.

Lets just say that everyone is not perfect.
Like myself, i am a normal human being.
I do make many mistakes.
But i hope that the people around me especially the people i love can guide me along.
I told myself that I will try not to give up easily when i enter Poly.
Start a new phase of life.
If i were to experience something new, i shall work harder, not give up easily, communicate more to try solve the problems instead of just running away from it.

I was happy.
Very happy.
But things are staring to change.
I'm the one at fault most of the time.
I'm SORRY.

People around me said that I am one strong girl.
But in reality I am not.
I just try my best to act tough and strong on the outside but in the inside I'm shattering.
I'm weak and fragile.
That is why i need people to guide and help me.

I'm sick of just letting it go without even trying to solve it ever since I was 13 years old.
I'm a young adult now.
I should learn how to face the music.
I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP!
I have to work on myself.
Be a better person.
Stop being paranoid, obsessed and panicky always.
If not, i'm just gonna chase people away.

Although there's so many negative thoughts i had just said, I thank ALLAH.
I know that all these are tests given by him.

For now i really wish that Fiza,Dila,Lenny are here.My girlfriends who know my everything from A to Z.

Not forgetting shaiful who knows all "this stuff" about me. A friend whom u can really talk like as if he is one of your gf although he is a guy.

And on a second thought even Husnie(whom i have not seen for 983747816538757years) who somehow doesn't really know "this stuff" about me but he is one friend who REALLY listen and advise me. When i say advise i really mean GOOD advise.
I still wish that we can meet each other like we used to or at least when we are free (since i know poly schedule ketat to the max) because you are one guy on the outside..very lembut nice gentlemen but on the inside like scary .

i need both sides. both nice and tough.
And all the people mention above are like that = good friends.

2009-05-29T20:51:00.002+08:00

FOUR hours of straight lecture.
By the time my brain can't absorb anything anymore.

Aquaculture.
Squeeze sperm/egg from goldfish.
Got few types of smaller fishes which i don't know which is which.

While measuring crayfish:
Me: eh look at this. Its so much bigger than the other one.
Sakinah and I: (Stared at the 2 crayfishes)
Suddenly,
Both: EHHH!!!!! one claw gone!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

yes people one of our crayfish is cacat.
pity him.
or was it a her??
It's so pityful but somehow it was so funny.
We laughed like crazy!

2009-05-28T14:49:00.002+08:00

Business Etiquette is over!
Weee!
Overall the module is not that bad.
It was fun and the works are not that tough and most important there aren't troublesome.

zubaidah!! hidayah!!

i look so not ika.
so glad i'm not in Business course.
i shall just stick to lab coat:)

ohhh... and i saw a cute rainbow about the size of my palm in the library yesterday.
so excited out of the blue..
jakonist

2009-05-25T18:58:00.002+08:00

We killed chicken embryos today during CCTA.
1class=5 killed.
3classes=15 killed.
so every semester 15 chickens are killed.
i feel so cruel.
It was so cute. The eyes were so big.
We had to chop the head off the body and i can see that the eyes were looking at me while it is in the beaker. ohhman!!

A few crayfishes died from other groups.
They said maybe it is the 'auspicious' day to die. hee
Ours had fungus and one of the tank was cloudy.
I wonder why.

Im still tired because of the wedding.
Miss aqua lecture as I overslept.
Will update pics on abang acit or should I say uncle acit's wedding pretty soon.

2009-05-22T18:56:00.004+08:00

Aquaculture was fun.
Well, the sea monkey part at least.
Now I know how sea monkey/brine shrimp/Artemia look like.
And i thought it looked like tiny monkeys ever since i was young.
Instead they look like sperm with cilias on its sides.
so geli!!! (i need to scratch something..or should i say scratch one of my gf..muahahaha)
Shish! I was cheated.

Took a few home.. shhhh

so orange and cute!

Scrubbed our crayfish tank.
So the feeling of the tank clean is so syiok and satisfying.
Maybe i should start working part time with Hid and Zu scrubbing the school pond the one at Blk 56 that look like a cell.
It has alot of algae that u can't really see the fishes and turtles in the water.
Pathway = DNA, Water = cytoplasm, People walking = thingys that go in and out of cell and lalalala.

It's squeaky clean now.
Clean tank = Crayfishes happy = Crayfishes grow bigger = more scary!!
They are getting bigger each week and there will be shouting each week when we are measuring the crayfishes.
By the end of the semester my classmates are going to be deaf because of us.
hahahaha..
sorry guys!
They just cant stay still.
I hate it when they flap their tail and start 'vibrating'

2009-05-19T21:54:00.002+08:00

I realised that im a terrbile ----------.
I get panicky easily.
I complain alot.
I talk alot.
My behaviour is random...1st min : happy, 2nd min: quiet, 3rd min: angry.
and alot more...

i need someone or people who really can be patient and listen to me.
LISTEN is a must.
Because when i really need it, i will just flush out everything.
also have to listen to my nonsense and random/merepek/tak penting stories.

I'm very very sorry.
I am not the best.
But i will try.
So please tegur me anytime.

2009-05-17T11:16:00.003+08:00

Busy weekend.
Friday night slept at Copthrone Orchid Hotel.
The next morning go Bt gombak pasar.
Afternoon pick Indo ppl from hotel and went Esplanade to see Merlion (Singa Muntah) and rode river cruise.
Went Sentosa awhile to see bigger Merlion.
Proceed to airport after that.
bon voyage to Deska, Fatan, and their dad.
Went back to hotel with their mum.
ohh before that went fairprice at coronation then hotel.
ate dinner and
FINALLY...went home.

Today will be going to nyai kini's house for idontknowwhat.
maybe help with the berkat or something since abang acit is getting married next wk.
after that have to go West coast as gigi or is it jiji??? is getting enganged.

super busy weekend.
next week another super busy weekend.
after that i can concentrate fully for common test.
i want 2weeks break to come fast!

2009-05-11T16:37:00.003+08:00

i just spent on
$10.70 for hp checking thingy (if proceed to repair, i'll have to pay 50+ to 100bucks???)
Alot of sushi
2 leggings
2 necklaces (i know i have a lot but i can't just seem to have enough.and its SUPER cute and CHEAP) *guilty*

i realised that i am an impulse buyer.
ohh no!!!

ok im broke.
very broke.
soo dead.

i miss u.....whoever you are??
ok no link..

2009-05-10T13:39:00.002+08:00

The day was fun although lenny had migraine and fiza stomach ache.
Didnt expect for the sungguh da basi surprise.
i LOVE the card and presents.
Thank you so much!
*and also the meaning behind the necklace touched me

theres more pictures but too lazy... shall just keep it for myself ..muahahahah... so pelokek..i know

2009-05-08T22:32:00.003+08:00

The number for today is ONE
ika=one=the best!!

2009-05-02T12:51:00.002+08:00

yesterday was simple yet fun and meaningful.
didnt take a single picture.
now i regret.
tula ika...perangai kan..padan muka.

i officially hate sakura.
the foods were not nice,
tomyam was pekat and doesnt taste like tomyam.
thai rice taste like nasi goreng cina with 3ketul ayam.
plus...please hire more waiters.
the service soooo slowwwwww..
testing my patience which obviously i dont really have any.

2009-04-28T22:41:00.002+08:00

my phone is having problems again.
now it just happily move/click on its own.
example send blank msgs and when listen to song it just happy play and pause anytime it feels like.
basically its not listening to my commands.

now im using this O2 phone.
irritating to the max.
its too sophisticated for me.
its like a mini version of a computer.
i dont like!!!

urghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
got lots to say about this stupid phone... but urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

btw training was fun.
do more exercise/stretching stuffs with new freshies.
and theres boys.
good looking boys.
not only good looking but funny and semangat boys.
gerek or gerek??
hahha..
ok girls...stop it eh,..jgn nak menggatal eh.

hows training?
ok la didnt expect it to be so tough but fun.

are u coming next wk?
yes of course!

power ar!

2009-04-26T14:54:00.003+08:00

First week of school was tiring and chaotic.
I hate my timetable.
Most of my breaks are at 12 so everywhere you go its pack.
So Irritating.

New modules are okay i guess.
Applied Microbiology : Kinda same as microbio last year for practical. As for theory more chim la..DUH!

Aquaculture: super cool module. get to work with seafood stuff like crayfish, prawn, crab and some other fishes.

Immunology: another cool module. get to work with lab mouse. so cute.. but menggelikan.

CCTA: the worst module out of the four. very very very boring.

Overall... i hope it will be a better year although it will be more difficult and tiring.
And the weather is not helping at all. Its so humid. Its like even if you're not doing anything the sun will still absorb all your energy away.

2009-04-17T13:42:00.004+08:00

watched 17 again.
makes me miss my 17!!!!!
i wanna go back 17 can???

first movie.

the last movie i watched was benjamin buttons. like omg... long or long?
very long la.....
met 2 new friends.

im tired.
physically.
and
mentally.
luckily no cramps this time.

im not looking forward to first day of school now because you know why??
because i have to be in school at 6.30am on monday.
CAN U BELIEVE IT???
SIX THIRTY PEOPLE!!!!
thanks eh cca fiesta.
and because of that i will have to miss almost 2days of lesson.
CAN U BELIEVE IT???
only the first week and first few lessons and im gonna miss alot of stuff.

urgh!!
i do not want to dance!!!!
but i dont have a choice!!
so i shall just dance!!!!
ok relax ika relax..bace ayat kursi.haha
smile ika smile.

and before i forget..
happy 2yrs babe!!
i love u lah.
i miss my 3 wonderful ladies and my makcik too.
bila la nak meet??????????????????????????

2009-04-14T21:56:00.001+08:00

my brother asked me to play this game.
hotel626.
he said its like a ghostly game.
at first i thought he was joking...since the title is hotel so i thought its normal typical game like habbohotel..something like that.
BUT.
turns out it is really ghostly.
you can only play the game from 6pm to 6am.
bagus la sangat-sangat.
so people go play that game.

NO pregnant, lemah semangat, penakut people allowed.

2009-04-14T10:36:00.002+08:00

They officially know about it.

to fiza.
whatever your decision is, it is your choice.
but u know what will i do if i were you right.
so ya... u have abt 2 more days to really think about it.

to mrconfident.
tak tau apa-apa jangan cakap sembarangan.
you got the wrong person anyway.
so tolong jangan confident.

bukan 19.

tidak mempunyai kenderaan sendiri. (save earth la people..use public..stop polluting the air.hee)

masih bersekolah.

pleasee...dont think i dont know that you know that person.
tolong la pakai otak tu betol-betol.
im 18 .. im a young adult.
so kalau nak tipu bertempat la sikit.

2009-04-09T22:29:00.002+08:00

18
feeling old.
maturity level? still way below average.
hee.

The week was different.
It was pretty much interesting.
Last few days of 17 will be a memorable one.

Lots of things to say but i shall just keep it to myself for now.
partly because i'm tired.

i'm missing my BFs.
not forgetting makcikku.
when can i see you???? i miss u so much la!!!!!!

Thank you papa and ibu for the cool tipis swatch watch.(ehem what abt specs? hee)
Thank you kakak for the Coach wristlet.
Thank you nenek for the money..heeeee
Thank you to whoever that wish me happy birthday.
Thank you to U.

2009-04-06T22:12:00.003+08:00

Thank You so much for everything.
I did feel special.
I did feel happy. Very Very Happy.
3 is indeed a good number for me.
It was simple but special.

same colour. same phone. same alot of stuff.
cool or what?

last days of 17 is very memorable.
this is making me feel more urgh to turn 18.
or will 18 be even better???
hmmmm..

its the official first D.
But everything is going too fast.
I wonder if its good or bad.
Am i ready for all this?
"datang cepat pergi cepat"
i really hate this phrase because im afraid that it is true.
please prove to me that it is wrong. Please.

im blessed to get to know the people i know.
i love my friends so the many many.

im freaking worried about dear fiza.
wonder if she's ok now.
im feeling shitty cos i cant and dont know how to help her.
ape nye girlfriend ni ika.... tk guna la ika ni.
ok my right head hurts..

see u tmr girl... im giving u a SUPER HUGE HUG!!!
no matter what u noe we love u and u noe that person loves u too.
so please...stay POSITIVE
dont scare me.

2009-04-05T21:37:00.003+08:00

i am excited but at the same time nervous.
please do not rain.
will this be a memorable 18?
lets just wait and see.

i feel like a girl again..what should i wear?? haha

ok i realised i have only one day left for my girls which is on the 9th.
the rest of the days.. fully booked with training and people..
mon: with person
tues: syf training
wed:training
thurs: currently free
fri: famili thingy
sat: maybe celebrate with family
sun: errr... just wanna stay at home pleaseee. i need some rest!

2009-04-04T12:23:00.001+08:00

Watched Ristari Zaman : Kirana Seni.
It was awesome.
Thank you zubi zubi zub zub. heee

i got lost!
took aa bus that even pass woodland lame.
like what?!?!?!?!?!
then alight at dont know which part of RP.
im like in the middle of a space? garden? no idea!!!!!
but in the end manage to find it.
freaked out for about 10mins

i LOVE the Johor group (forgot the name)
they were like Perfect. like superb. like wow!
the crowd went wild.
can i have one of them to be mine pleaseeeeee...hahaha
and if cikgu were to teach me tari silat..im dead.. soo dead..

im so inspired after watching the show.
how i wish i will make people smile when they see us dance too.
im still not up to standard.
but at least i love and enjoy what im doing.

will be watching syf next week.
tengok la sampai mabok ok...haaaa

2009-04-03T12:06:00.000+08:00

Picnic with the ladies was awesome.
Although there were only 6 of us but we had a whole lot of fun.
We eat, dance, make videos, take pictures, play playground, fly kite (wind cheated our feelings) and of course we talk.. like alot.

Although we are small we are always together.
We will make sure that we overcome all obstacles together.
Me and aishah were the first ones who join the group and we felt accepted instantly.
I always say this ...
I feel blessed to be part of XPDTARI.
if i were given a choice to choose another group/cca...i will still choose xpdtari.

XPDTARI : Meneroka Seni, Melestari Budaya

.

2009-03-30T19:14:00.003+08:00

i did something evil today.
it was so funny.
i laughed like crazy!
i cant believe i did it.

i sorry to that person.
ya allah maafkan lah aku.
aku tau aku slalu kacau org tapi tak sampai ke tahap gini.
maafkan la aku.

i think i have graduated.
a step further...
betol kan cikgu?? hhee (cikgu yg mengajarku untuk menjadi loyar buruk + trick people)
you know who you are.
saya pass tak cikgu??
i bet i get AD. hahaha

no more nonsense eh ika.

2009-03-26T10:03:00.002+08:00

urgh!!!
im so pissed!!!
why do i always have to go through this???
why me??? me me me???

last year i have to be seperated from my girlfriends and now i have to be seperated with my dango clan.
why ???
isnt once enough??

i so hate this year timetable.
im left alone once again.
thanks eh.
im not prepared for this.

on a brighter side.. i dont have 8am class. all my class start at 9.
well unless my IS will be in the morning.
but on average i will end at 5.. urgh!
and i have praticals EVERYDAY. except thurs since its IS.
practicals everyday = shoe everyday ..ohh man

ika.....stop crying la!!! jgn gembeng boleh tak!!!

2009-03-23T11:51:00.005+08:00

I'm very grouchy last week maby because i'm exhausted.
im sorry esp to SK asyik2 kene marah.
ika...please stop showing perangai eh.. nanti dia box baru pandan muka.
It was a busy week for me.
well....kinda.

MONDAY : suddenly i cant remember what i did on monday... OMG.. brain!!!!!! please dont stop working.

TUESDAY: as usual training for agm. i dance so cacat. Cikgu not happy. ohh wells...
"Ika cuba la agressive sikit... nanti kalau saya kasi tari silat macam mane??"
cikgu i've been waiting for you to teach me some silat moves since last yr ok...
ive been wanting to learn silat since idontknowwhen.
but i think i will fail. haha
btw mambo pun cikgu belum ajar.

WEDNESDAY: Bonding session with parents in JB.

THURSDAY: Morning till afternoon had photoshoot session. It was interesting.
lights...sophisticated cameras.. camera men and women.

Me: how many shots will there be?
The lady: ermm.. there will be about 100 shots.. so you need abt 10 pose. It your photoshoot, so do whatever you want.
Us: WHAT???

It wasnt very long but we were TIRED. sesungguhnya i cant be a model.
And i dont like paparazzi to be around me. lenny knows this. hee

After that went home and went back to school at 6pm for rehearsal. There was so much time waisted.. Reach home about 11. teros flat.

FRIDAY: Woke up at 7.30. 8am school still haven't msg results. so kerana kekanconganku i on laptop. During the process, school msg. Overall, im just so happy that i dont have to repeat any module especially BSTATS and i still have my dango clan with me...WEEEE!!!!!
i still need to have higher gpa.
I think this is the only day for the week that i didnt go out. Mainly because trying to save my energy for agm.

SATURDAY: 2pm agm rehearsal.
6+pm reach school for agm itself. The celebration was ok. performace shld be ok i guess except for the last part when hajar ran out suddenly. I'm still tired so felt kinda lembik especially towards the end.
Reach home 11 i think.

SUNDAY: Reach BB about 11 to pick nyai ju and kak shedah. Had girls day out to geylang. or should i say women day out..except for me, im a young women. ok shut up ika.
Walked from city plaza to TKC to pasar to mr teh tarik to joo chiat and back to city plaza plus weather was sunny. So memenatkan.

Reach aunts house at 4pm and at 6pm went out to DUFFY concert.
my hair was curly..thanks to the superb hairdresser.
she is fast, efficient and best of all its freee!
Thankyou makcikku yang tercinta.

2009-03-18T23:16:00.001+08:00

sentosa trip was cancelled.
sape suruh plan last min!!
padan muka.
plus im lazy to wake up early..hehe

so went kota tinggi with parents.
since it was monsoon season the water was more deras compared to last time we went.
got free massage.
soo syiokkk...but pain at times especially if it rembat my head.
takde belas kasihan betol air ni.

the water was just beautiful.
I didnt take any photos.
so sad ok.
i thought a didnt bring my phone.
turns out its playing hide and seek in the bag,
so selenge la ika ni.
dont blame me... i learnt it from fiza.
she is the master of losing her hp/wallet in her bag.
hahahahah

im suppose to avoid the sun but what i did was the exact opposite.
more sun = more rashes/acne + darker skin
ohh man!!!!
friday...another visit to the doctor....i need more cream pleaseeeee

2009-03-11T15:49:00.003+08:00

someone finally talk after 1786354days.
well, didn't get what H wanted but at least H got a place somewhere.
better than nothing right?

"like usual but different"
hmmmmmmm.
so is it same or different?
its the same BUT different.
so apa motive nya?
apakah moral of the story nya?
sungguh mengonfiuskan.

i just have to accept and adapt to the same but different H.
so actually the main point is that H change right?
omg..kepala otak ku berputar-putar.

ok suddenly this song is in my head since kepalaku berputar
"goyang goyang goyang kepala goyang"
hahahahaha... omg ika... STOP IT IKA!!!

2009-03-08T00:01:00.001+08:00

Went doctor.
Since February till now its my 3rd time going to the doctor.
1st:head
2nd:stomach
3rd:body acne

Only for antibiotics and the gel cost my mum $56.
The cost of going to the doctor 3times over $100.
Two weeks from now i have to see the doctor AGAIN.

I'm sorry ibu and papa.

2009-03-07T11:33:00.006+08:00

Bitching and gossip session with SK was awesome.
Kalau tk terbatok and tak tersedak jugak then i dont know what to say.
SK is one of the person who i can talk to about anything and everything.. well except for 1 particular topic la..u noe i noe eh.
We planned alot of stuff.

1brain=evil.
2brains=super evil.
Great Minds Think Alike.

*kening naik naik

and i also realised that we both have alot of dreams.
Angan-Angan Tahi Ayam je.
but its ok to dream right.
Wish only mah..

i also had my minah/gangster moment.
berbual macam cari pasal.
SK was shocked.
see i can be tough ok... NOT!

at the end of the day actually I'm scared and worried for SK.
although that 3h 47min 29sec was great, i know that as soon as we stop all the sad things will come back to SK.
i hope in that 3hrs i did help you in a certain way.
i do not really know how to help but i hope as a friend i will always be there to give a listening ear and also some advice.

Remember...i am your psychiatrist and you are my psychiatrist.
so together we are psycho.
haha..ok ika shut up.

we do have alot of nicknames for each other.
i shall not mention the names because its embarassing.
Ini cuma diantara SK dan IKA.

One of my fav phrase now : boxing does not teach me to be violent, it teaches me to protect.
The phrase i cant forget cos SK bbl mcm paham : I'm not a fighter, im a lover. (thats where SK got the Dr. love nickname)
ceh ceh ceh... hahahahahahahahhaha
we are so full of nonsense.
well at least we can laugh like crazy and forget about all the troubles.
OMG

2009-03-06T13:01:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Do you remember few months back i brought home 3 little cute plants from Red Camp?
Here's a pic of it.

Well, the one with reddish colour had died long ago but the other two is growing pretty well now.
After few weeks my mum transferred the other 2 into a bigger pot and let it grow beside all the other 3 big plants.

Take a look at it now.
so big and strong.

Tak sia-sia i bring the free plants home.
I wonder hows hidayah's and zubaidah's plants......

2009-03-04T10:24:00.002+08:00

Training session was fun fun fun.
My body was a bit kaku since long time never pratice.
Joget rocks.. song was catchy.
Made everything much much better although each of us have our own blurr moments.

Had gossip session while waiting for cikgu.
When he came we forgot 90% of the steps he taught so he had to re-do from the top again.
Sorry cikgu.hehe

Lastly, as usual some lecture/nasihat session by cikgu.
He likes to talk about relationships.
Well, he has a point but ohh well we are growing up u see....

2009-03-03T16:34:00.004+08:00

Ive got a very weird dad.
I thought all parents would want their kids to stay at home instead of always going out.
Its only the 2nd day of my holidays and my dad just asked
"B, kau tak kluar ke dengan kawan-kawan?"
I'm amazed.
i cancelled the plan on mon cos i just want to rot and watch drama.
As for today i have training at 6 later so yea thats why still rotting now.

So what are u waiting for???
Fiz, Dil, len.....when is our shopping at alot of places outing? slp over? and i dont know what else.

Dango clan....i dont know whats our plan but i noe we are going out. "take any bus and drop anywhere we feel like...hehe"

yusree....sorry i cancelled yesterday. get back to me when are ur off days. ive got 7weeks rmmbr???

makcik ku yang tercinta...i noe u are schooling (padan muka *evil laugh*) but pls tell me when u are free....i soo miss u soo soo much.

and my outside friends which im to lazy to mention...pandai2 korang ar plan eh...then tell me..hehehehe

2009-03-02T11:14:00.001+08:00

HANA YORI DANGO!!!!!!
finally im done with it!
next stop....1litre of tears.

ok ika prepare for boxes of tissue....

2009-03-01T13:07:00.002+08:00

Karimun was very hot and dry.
Drank gallons of water.
Now all ulcers gone..weee! like FINALLY.
Had my first real massage from tok nya.
well,1/2 body only. neck feels lighter now.
it was nice although at some places very ticklish.
badan kejong je.haha
ive yet to try full body massage.

2009-02-10T12:01:00.000+08:00

hidayah is beside me.
happily slurping on her cup corn.
slurp slurp slurp.

2009-02-05T18:07:00.005+08:00

ohh God, please grant his wish.
Pleaseeee make that school reply ASAP.
and pleasee make that school choose him.

He's changing.
He's changing all because of this.
I don't want him to change.
I want the OLD him back.
And im sure everyone else too prefer the old him.

I dont think its worth for him to change just because of this.
If you can only give him negative results, make sure he accepts it.
Make him learn to accept things the way they are.
Make him learn that LIFE sometimes IS UNFAIR.

Whatever happens in the end, i just want him to be happy with it.
I want him to bersyukur at least he got a place somewhere.
I want him to continue with what is given to him.
I want him to prove to people that HE CAN DO IT.
I want him to be a good TEACHER one day.
I want him to be a good ROLE MODEL for his students and people around him.

He may not realised it but HE is actually one of my role model.
I learn to be more patient.
I wanted to do something that is wrong, but he make me think not only twice but 10times.
He make me realised that no matter what problem im facing,
I HAVE TO GET UP AND FACE IT, NOT HIDE IT

2009-02-03T20:03:00.003+08:00

Just got back from the doctor.
main point of going to the doctor was to send mummy but turns out both of us went in instead.
Many people got sick this few weeks.
Last week, Gordon and Ben was sick.
They pass it Zubaidah and Hidayah.
Now its me.
Well, not really the same type of sickness though.
i got serious headache/migrain and super to the max stiff neck.
Doc said im STRESS.
i think he is right.
one of it thanks to the wonderful IT.

As for mum doc said she has food poisoning.
see... i told you.
i was right.
at first i thought shes got salmonella but papa ate the same lontong as her in the morning and he's fine.
as for lunch she ate the food she cooked which the family also eat and everyone is fine.
so my conclusion is the ORANGE.
i think its staphylococcal food poisoning since one of the causes of staph is prolonged refrigeration.
The orange she ate was in the fridge. she cut it yesterday.
so it is the ORANGE.

i LOVE my course.
wah ika. pandai seh.
*self praising*
feeling feeling scientist katekan..
haha.ok SHUT UP.
ika like understand jek. (kite2 je paham)
hahahahaha

2009-01-20T22:01:00.002+08:00

thank you so much for everything.
last time im the one who always say this that.
now you are doing the same thing to me.
thanks for the help.
i didnt know that theres this side of you.
Tegas. but good.
u will always bring me back to the right path.
must always go straight ika! no turn here and there.

youre like my dad.
"motivating" people by bringin them down.
you nailed it straight to my head.

2009-01-12T21:24:00.002+08:00

alot of things happen today.
mostly sad stuff.
3 sad stuff to be exact.
but one of it is the most painful.
PLEASE dont leave us..

flushed out everything with one of my guy close friend, Mr S.
its been a while since we catch up on each other.
we used to talk on the phone like almost everyday until someone is jealous.
omg im so sorry.

wanted to tell another close guy friend of mine, Mr I, but he end school at 10pm.
yes ppl 10pm. and its not cca. its his normal timetable.
crazy right?? i noe.

as for the other guy, Mr H. dont wanna disturb him today.
biarlah dia bersendirian for a moment.
i shall help u boy.

after much talking with Mr S telling him about the two twins i then realised that i have 3 girlfriends and 3 boyfriends. as in gd friends ppl notthe u noe what.
cool right 3:3.
omg i realised something 3 is one of my fav no too!!!
alot of things happen in my life that has got to do with the no 3.
ohh weee.. at last im feeling happy today after the breakdown and everything.

2009-01-10T21:13:00.005+08:00

Open house 2009 was very fun.
i wish theres more of this type of acivities that will be held in school.

Day1

Our schedule was supposed to be abt 3pm but in the end we performed at 4pm.

Thanks to the wonderful programmer yang mintak kene smack.

Serampang was abit screwed up.
pity dila and fiza. they waited for more than an hour just to see me dance but turns out they went to the wrong area.

Day2
End lesson at 10.
Met Azlin at 12pm at last foyer.
Act as secondary students.
and they actually believe us.
collect free stuffs yang sungguh tak perlu.

bende2 tak perlu

cool thing. so nice untuk dipicit2.

its a polymerisation of something.

basically its a type of plastic.

plastic + plactic = stick together.

plastic + tissue = also stick together.

wei u cheat my feeling seh..

this time the girls sit at the right place to see me dance.

tempurung was also kinda screwed up especially at the end.

molecule tattoo.

this is what u call science gangster.

Day3

Usher for lsct.

We take pics, sang, dance, talk to "small children", walk around with lsct pole and shouted "welcome to school of life sciences" for like 100times.

mbio..mbio..mbioooooooo

at the end of the day i collected 3 cute lsct shoes.heee

our macam paham theory.

life is science. science is part of life.

technology is chemical. without chemical theres no technology.

ada paham????

best pic of the day!!

mr mak rocks yo!

2009-01-05T23:04:00.004+08:00

im so glad that i wonderful friends around me.

of course i have my 3 lovely girls.
we may not see each other as often now and therefore u wont get my updates instantly but somehow because of this we are closer.

i have my dango clan. im so glad that we are in the same class.
they are my new friends but they are my good new friends.

i have my cousin. or should i say my makcik! hehe.
she's the best. without her, my life would be so sepi especially during family gatherings.
we have agreed not to be like our sisters.
no matter what we will try to meet up at least once every 2months or something.

i miss someone. my student. kinda.
someone different whom i share my never ending story with. i want to talk to that person as often as last time but somehow its more difficult now thanks to our schedule. or should i say my schedule.
i wonder if we could meet as often like we used to.
on a second thought i dont think so.

BUT.......u have a twin. wee
well not exactly a twin twin but a lain mak lain bapak twin.
but this one is a mystery friend.
its very scary because the both of you have alot of similarities.
but at the same time its kinda nice..maybe thats why we can click.

so i have 2 of the good things. cool right.

so basically i love you people.

2008-12-31T22:47:00.002+08:00

im happie today.

today was great.

a new experience.

a different experience.

im more brave now thanks to this.

i survived being a loner. haha

after 1yrplus. at last.

miss miss miss.

omg dont tell me kisah lama akan kembali??

what if it does??

am i ready??

will gf agree to it??

no! i cant do it!

ika stay focus.

ALONE

soon.

byebye 2008.

hello 2009.

2008-12-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

Bro is engaged!
Nov, sis.. Dec, bro.. Jan??? hehehehe.
ok shut up ika

part of the stuff from him to her
total about 12-14???

from her to him.

total about 16-17.

My fav.

dah ade cincin nampak.

future sis-in-law and my super joker wak

2008-12-24T17:00:00.002+08:00

Arts and Craft session with hidayah was very interesting.
Our creativity datang berkobar-kobar.
My favourite part was making the spiders.
so cute right.... heee
For once im gonna say this.
Art Is Fun.

2008-12-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

wooooo!
after about 7 hours straight at last i finish watching Hana Yori Dango.
like finally.
i shall continue season2 when i come back.

omg! i cant be addicted to all these dramas.
please dont.
IKA! remember only during the holidays you are allowed to watch all this.

2008-12-12T13:56:00.000+08:00

Common test are OVER!!!
wooo!! weee!!
so ape lagi.. kita ENJOY!!!! (ika pls rmmbr u have PROJECTS!)
ayam penyet + crazy picture session.

soda gembira aka happy soda (after u drink this CONFIRM u hapieeee!!!)
Avocado drink aka avogrado drink/air yang tak refreshing (after u drink this CONFIRM ur chemistry power plus you will still feel thirsty) DUH! tak refreshing remember?

before and after. sesungguhnya gfs ku sungguh gajoh (lebih terokk dari gelojoh) and badanga (the lady version of badang)

W.O.L.S

the birthday girl!. AT LAST you're 17. FRESH kepe. haha

OVERALL: super fun day. so lenny, da dapat kan banyak gambar kita. puas tak???

2008-12-06T12:23:00.002+08:00

ok i OFFICIALLY hate that someone.
thanks eh.
i gave u another chance...well actually alot..
but this is how u repay me?
trima kasih lah banyak2.

EVIL!!!!!!!!!!

benci benci benci benci!!!
URGH!

2008-12-01T13:36:00.002+08:00

my sister is engaged!! weeeeee

next..... big bro...

2008-11-28T18:35:00.002+08:00

i respect you man.
you are one of the guys in the world that is like wow!
gue sokong kamu.

seriously i dont know whats up with girls now a days.
its really scary actually.
and seriously what is wrong with you WOMAN??
ohh wait you're not a woman.
you're a peasant remember??
EGO FREAK!!

seriously, i strongly agree with him that you do need help from the psychiatrist.
oh maybe u should jz admit youself to IMH. Many of your friends will be there. You will be happier since there will be no one to hurt you.

and to your friends, jangan nak main rembat je. get to know both sides of the stories before u react.
so yea people out there think before u do something.

art ppl rocks!
*HINT HINT* esp to girls......
go find art boys...there are interesting, gentlemen and CREATIVE!! duh!

2008-11-21T18:10:00.003+08:00

school was fun today.

firstly because i only had lesson or 2hrs.

at 10 after COMT went lsct.

joined in to volunteer for red camp.

it was fun and very interesting with all the plants and perfumes and lots more.

i even met some of my primary school friends.

after 4yrs, omg.

had packed food. the school orders breeks!

i feeling feeling HLM for a while.....

i planted the plant with the reddish colour MYSELF.

so cutee

my favourite plant located near emart.

its so tiny and cuteeeeeee...

another colour of my fav.heeeee

GREENNNNNNNN!!!!

2008-11-16T20:30:00.002+08:00

performance at Tampines CC was so memenatkan.

in the end we perform at about 950pm.

but overall it was fun.

reunite of pri sch friends

otw back to sch at 10plus

2008-11-15T20:21:00.002+08:00

bettle sesat

mulut maintain eh

GAJOH

girlfriends and i were gelojoh last friday.
we ate like alot!
dn go walk walk.
den had dessert.
i ate white chocolate macadamia cake.
yummy!
and lenny was being a paparazzi with her dslr.
mentang2 da dapat. haha
and me was trying to be an irritated celebrity cos everytime she tried to talk my pic, i will cover my face or do something to make sure she dont take a pic of me.
heeeeee.

now i noe why it was my no mood for pic da cos i wearing a tshirt that says "dont take my photo"

lenny! da terang2 tulis pat situ den why still take??

shish

2008-11-07T21:35:00.004+08:00

Today was the first time ever since school reopen i feel so relaxed.

Many very INTERESTING things happen today.

Firstly we went to do our field research.

went ITE something.. which was realli minta kene smack.
like whatever man. black n white nonsense. ohh plssss just shut up.

but we still managed to interview some ppl luckily aishah saw her friend and i called my friend to meet us awhile.

omg.. the outfit make them look so hot! wooo.

so since that ITE is so mengade-ngade we decided to ITE Dover.

omg ok people, Dover students rocks.

students there were friendly.

so people, whoever wana go ITE, go Dover.

students there really have positive attitude.

they really make our research more meaningful.

Thank you to all the random people we had interviewed.

as fo those who wanna join poly i suggest u go NP.like DUHHHHHH.

NP rocks. Dover rocks. JC?? ermmmm havent do a research on that yet..haha

so yea after that aishah went back to school to finish up sch stuff while me and dayah went habourfront. ate mac do abit of ppt. den like so sleepy so decided to walk2 at vivo.

ate dessert at secret recipe.

omg....heavennnnnnn.

right dayah? right right right???

had some gossiping session about males. haha..

"killing two birds with one stone eh"

i hope mon we can see more..

woo!

Sugar Rush!!

i just love today:)