Who Is She

Ika Ariyani

Youngest daughter of Pak Narno

April9

ms Wols

NP-MBIO

akiika-@hotmail.com

ONE: GREEN is her fav colour

TWO: 3 is her fav number

THREE: She has the best 3bestfriends ever!

FOUR: She loves to dance when she's at home.When nobody sees of course:)

FIVE: The only person who listen to her sing before is herself

SIX: She is super long-winded. When she explain stuff, she must tell from A to Z. If not, no one will understand her

SEVEN: She tends to talk fast when shes angry or excited

EIGHT: She gets panicky easily.

NINE: she is SHORT!

I have a lot of things to say.
But i'm just flooding the whole house.

Lets just say that everyone is not perfect.
Like myself, i am a normal human being.
I do make many mistakes.
But i hope that the people around me especially the people i love can guide me along.
I told myself that I will try not to give up easily when i enter Poly.
Start a new phase of life.
If i were to experience something new, i shall work harder, not give up easily, communicate more to try solve the problems instead of just running away from it.

I was happy.
Very happy.
But things are staring to change.
I'm the one at fault most of the time.
I'm SORRY.

People around me said that I am one strong girl.
But in reality I am not.
I just try my best to act tough and strong on the outside but in the inside I'm shattering.
I'm weak and fragile.
That is why i need people to guide and help me.

I'm sick of just letting it go without even trying to solve it ever since I was 13 years old.
I'm a young adult now.
I should learn how to face the music.
I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP!
I have to work on myself.
Be a better person.
Stop being paranoid, obsessed and panicky always.
If not, i'm just gonna chase people away.

Although there's so many negative thoughts i had just said, I thank ALLAH.
I know that all these are tests given by him.

For now i really wish that Fiza,Dila,Lenny are here.My girlfriends who know my everything from A to Z.

Not forgetting shaiful who knows all "this stuff" about me. A friend whom u can really talk like as if he is one of your gf although he is a guy.

And on a second thought even Husnie(whom i have not seen for 983747816538757years) who somehow doesn't really know "this stuff" about me but he is one friend who REALLY listen and advise me. When i say advise i really mean GOOD advise.
I still wish that we can meet each other like we used to or at least when we are free (since i know poly schedule ketat to the max) because you are one guy on the outside..very lembut nice gentlemen but on the inside like scary .

i need both sides. both nice and tough.
And all the people mention above are like that = good friends.

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